feel inhuman

if you never hope for anything you will never be lost

note to self circa summer oh six

1) don't nurse it
2) be slow
3) don't curse it
4) be soft


















expect to be stretched

day 3 in control of my own self:

not feelin' so hot

reasons on how to live pt. 2

the fear at the heart of the thing is:

a) the crawl will swallow me before i've had a chance at my everything, everyone or no
b) that the everyone, after having quickly put out my eyes and mind, will have done it better

reasons on how to live

look at what you do, everyone has done that, everyone has done what you do, everything you have done has been done, everyone knows what you have done, how you have done it, everyone, everyone, how do you do, everyone is one, you are everyone

the forest from when you were a kid

they pushed from underneath . . they climbed on top like treehouses
they said . . find a hammer and a nail
they said stick her there where it's always half-sleep

she drove a car out to die looking for the deep place
her eyes were dogs for it
she thought . . gotta get get get me back
she laughed like wood on wood
she ate to feel the break in her

follow the dot

planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press
planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press
planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press
planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press
planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press
planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press planet dad press